I’m so back & forth with my birthday. One moment I’m excited about it, the next I could care less. One moment I wish someone would plan something for me, the next I just wanna spend the day doing stupid shit.
And now that my mother knows I have nothing planned (which came as a huge surprise to her) she asked if she could plan a family dinner at a restaurant the night of my birthday. I had no reason to say no, so now I’m stuck with that.. Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate it, I really do. Its just, idk,..
All I know is that I don’t wanna be by myself on my birthday. And let me just say, I’m stressing all of this and my birthday is not for another seventeen days…